Let Me Lay In This

Let me lay in this
Roll around like a ball
Stare up at the sky
And hope it doesn’t fall

After all you’ve put me through
It’s nice to be out here
With rain washing out your negativity
After being conquered by your fear

They say a fake smile
Can be a wonderful solution
But if that were true
I wouldn’t be praying for my execution

The silence just shows the intensity of the pain
Why would you try to help me when there’s nothing to gain?
You wouldn’t because you don’t care
You don’t break the silence you just continue to stare

I hate you with all my heart
Yes, the one you made fall apart
I’ll spend now until forever
Trying to forget you
And hope that you forget me too