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The mind is a scary place to wonder A troubled soul can only tell What I see behind these eyes Is far worse than a burning hell Legs trembling, feet cramping With each and every step Life is what you make it Maybe I just need some help But after all these years of searching, Not finding anyone or anything to ease the pain I've somehow come to accept I'm just a little bit insane I thought I would be used to the pain by now But every time it's deeper, and a little more sincere Stuck inside my head I live in constant fear But the days will carry on With or without this troubled soul The earth will keep spinning Even after we're all in our ho

I don't think I belong here With a voice so small it shakes It's hard to be a diamond When surrounded by fakes Why is it a joke to everyone Nobody ever stops to take a second glance When I take my own life They'll still be in a trance Where is the calm before the storm? Where is the rainbow after? I can't feel any emotions All I can hear is their laughter But, what's so funny? How do you even have a reason to smile? I'm stuck in misery Always going the extra mile To be this scared and alone To be so broken and lost Someone should help me I guess they're worried about the cost Honestly, can I even be saved? A soul so destroyed, and beaten

This poetry is what keeps me moving I feel in in every glance I feel it when you touch me You are the poetry that lives inside me I want a love that's like poetry The kind that lures you in You never know what you may get It could take your heart for a spin But that's what I crave The adrenaline in my veins I'm sure when I wake up from this I won't mind the stains The silence is like a thousand words When your body is next to mine Heartbeat in unison As I'm mesmerized by how bright your eyes shine I want a love that's poetic But I'm just a hopeless romantic

Let me shove a pillow over my face So I can scream this stress away I'm gonna pull my hair out I'm losing my mind today There's this feeling in the pit of my stomach A constant pain Sending a shock up my spine Driving me insane You see, I have this problem Where I cry until I'm sick But don't worry about me, darling It's just a matter of which meds to pick I'm gonna smoke a blunt To ease my pain and doubt Maybe have a couple drinks Before my demons start to shout Just keep fighting At least that's what they say But the battle is hard You can't beat it in a day

The nightmare persists There's a black hole in my mind There's blood on my fists I'm one of a kind It's like a wave of fear And a hurricane of doubt It rips apart my lungs I can't even shout My skin feels numb My fingers tingle with pain My eyes are squinting wildly At the pounding of the rain But when the storm is over There will be some light Because wherever darkness goes A rainbow will grow bright

Some people may look at you Saying, "Stop."  or "Slow down." Have a few drinks and take a look around Life's not as bad as it may seem You're struggling and have low self-esteem But how can anyone have time to relax When all we do is stress about the lives we want The goals seem so far away But you could reach them faster if you weren't relaxing Your dreams are what keep you moving Even when your mind, body, and soul just wants to give up

This familiar house The familiar people Is this really what I needed? I feel like I'm crawling a steep hill He asked me where I'd been And how could I reply? Anything I could say I know he would just ask why But I shouldn't have to explain It's not something I can control It's like I'm defending myself So if you're my friend, then what's your goal? Sometimes coping is something you have to do on your own

The headache continues Yet again, another day Can I just lay in bed? It's where I want to stay Depression sweeps over me As I crawl back to my comfort zone I may be lonely But I love to be alone The dizziness persists Just when I think I'm fine I hang my head to vomit As I feel a tingle down my spine I always felt like I never fit in But that was perfectly okay Now everything has changed I have to take it day by day